Today I am stepping into the strange world of blogging. The wait to find out who my baby girl is going to be is getting painful. I need an outlet and I am going to try this. There are two girls out there waiting to join our family and I know who one is but not the other. Someday I may be able to explain that better! It is the end of a busy day and I am tired. A new friend of mine is having to remove her terminally ill 2 year old off life support tonight and my 2 year old is tearing up the house! What is the fairness in that? These horrible circumstances I see around me are somehow making me a better parent. Oh, don't get me wrong, I am far from perfect. This life is a classroom and I feel like I am in the 2nd or 3rd grade. I have a ways to go. Tonight I will be saying prayers for my friend.